Who Am I

Who Am I???
I'm a person that hate rules...
I like to be free, no border, full of imagination and crazy ideas
But with well organize, safe and secure at the same time...
I know it is complicated, but ya... that's me...
I'm bad at making decision, took me like forever...

I also wanted to be the best and perfect every time
Like a perfectionist... Everything must be very accurate and perfect
I like to do judgement  but misjudge a lot of times...
My friend said I'm very choosy and fastidious
They always think that I'm kind yet very hard to please
Well I just think that's my way to do it...

My friends never see me moody... never
They always think that I'm very happy, joyful, likes to play pranks
I think that because I choose to forget those unhappy things
Why is that we have to think so much for that mistake?
It already done... we should look into future...
My motto ''Happy Always'' explained very well...

I think it is my characteristic
I always think there is a switch on me
When it is time to get serious I get serious
When it's time to be fun I can be very fun...
But it won't work if I'm stress... battery out

So I hope in the future I can be better
Perhaps need more improvement in my social skills
And also need to control my choosy habits.
I'm not perfect but I will try to be better every time.