Freedom

I'm a Sagittarius.
People said Sagittarius are symbol of  freedom.
Well....yes. It is true...

I don't like to be under controlled by
People especially family or lover (If I have one)
Rules or regulations
Money or wealth
And Time...

I always wish that I am a bird
Flying to everywhere or any places I wanted to go
High in the sky... no stress, no worry...no boundaries

Because I like to exploring things that I'm interested
But there are always something impeding me
Stop me, controlling me, blocking me
Feels like in a jail or cage
Thus I losing myself...

Every time if I want to try on something
I will go for it no matter what
Sometimes it fail and sometimes it is a success
It is okay to fail... we will learn from it...

So I think that freedom is very important
Without it... we cant explore
We cant chasing our dream
We cant realize our big dream...
We will only stay in a well like a frog

Children

Children are always fun and happy
It seems like they don't really have any trouble and stress
Even thought they cry sometimes
But still, they will forget about it very soon

Not like our stage now...
Anything things that hurting us or bad memories
It is really hard to be forget and erase them
And it will always stay in our mind...

I wish to have their innocent mind
I wish to have their sincere smile
I wish to have their pure heart
I wish to have their playfulness

I want to forget all those sad memories
I don't want to show my fake smile
I hope to be a kind and lovable person
I want to be happy and joyful...Just like a child...

But there is no turning back to childhood
Now I can only hope for the future
To have a good and happy life
And be a better and capable person

Computer games- Good or Bad?

Everyone play computer games

Doesn't count any ages and gender 

From kids to teenager and adults

People do love play games

But it is good or bad?

There are a lot of different kind of games

Action games, Simulation games, Adventure/ RPG games,

Puzzle games, Sports games and so on...

Most guy like to play stimulating and exciting games

Like Dota, Counter strikes, God of war, Street fighter...

Meanwhile most girl like to play relaxing games

Like The Sims, Beach life, Sims city and so on

Some people say playing computer games are bad

But some people say it is good...

We should eliminate all computers games

So that people wont addicted to it whole day?

Or should we just let it be natural

And let them continue to play? 

Well I think everything are depending on the player
Because computer games are just for entertainment
If the player doesn't know how to control themselves
It would bring a lot of bad effects to them...
But if they are clever enough that won't be a problem

Actually playing those violence and bloody games
Or even horror games and fighting games
Do bring some effects on teenage behavior...
But if we eliminate these games
Our life... wouldn't it be a little bit boring?

So play computer games aren't that bad...
But we as player should know
What is the limits
When is the time to stop playing
What is right or wrong
And the reality in our life
So it won't bring disadvantages to us...

Black and White

I love white
It make me feels calm and steady
It make me feels clean and purity
It make me feels virtuous and fine
So perfect just like an angel

Sometimes...
It make me feels lonely and empty
It make me feels plain and blank
Like a mindless puppet


I like black
It is so deep and mysterious
It is so formality and primness
It is so elegance and classy
So beautiful like a black rose

But...
It can be dangerous and deathly
It can be evil and vicious
Like a desperate demon

Two Sided Face~

Well, isn't it cool that some people have 2 faces?
How nice that they can change themselves every time and everywhere,
If they want to...

They can be good to you right now
But they can be bad to you afterward
Smiling in front of you
Destroying you at the back

I hate it very much...
I'm a straight forward person.
If you nice to me... Yes, of course I will be nice to you.

Once, I had a friend,
Who always good to me and my friends,
But we never knew that she was a 2-faced people,
Stabbing our back, told the others that we were bad.
Acting like she was a good girl...

We treated you as one of us,
Why would you do that?
And you repay us stabbing on our back?
It is fun and exciting?
or just want to make a big joke?

So fake...
Why can't you be true and sincere to people?
Or maybe this is the way how they be true to people...
Is okay if you don't like someone,
Just avoid or stay the distance,
But you don't be retarded,
Talk bad things at the back of someone you dislike...

Don't be fake,
You won't have a true friend if you always like this...
Please be true to your friend...

Stop Emo-ing !

Why people like to be so emotional?
Sad? Angry? Worry? Hate?
Is it related to their personal characteristic? 
Or it just that they are facing some problem?

Every person have their own way to face and solve problem.
Some people choose to be brave and deal with it themselves, 
Some people doesn't know what to do and cry,
Some people just afraid and try avoiding it,
Some people will asking for help from the others.

Every time I saw my friend having emotional, 
I know that it is time to let them stay cool and calm,
because you don't want to make them fall apart.
They will stay totally silence and doesn't response and reply
to anything we are talking or discussing about.

At first it is quite difficult to handle it.
I felt a bit annoyed why they can't just live happily?
They can just face it and solve the problem.
I don't get it why choose to be emo?!! 
It only let me feel sad to see them emo...

But after I figure it out, it is true that every people have different 
way when they having some problem.
We can't blame them, it is nothing wrong with the way they choose.

We as a friend should care and help them =D